Healing is one of the most important things you can learn about in life. Why? At some point in your life, you or someone very close to you is going to need it. You or someone very close to you will be sick, and the options given you by the medical community will not be good ones. They may have nothing for you but means to prolong your life without giving you quality of life. You may have to take medications that have side effects as bad as the original condition.

I have learned that you don’t want to wait until you are diagnosed with something serious before you learn about this. That would be like going off to war without ever having gone to boot camp.

Healing for some people is like winning the lottery, but for most people it is like fighting off somebody who is trying to break into your house.

But beyond all this, healing will teach you more about God than you will probably ever learn otherwise. When you pray for other people and other things, you are not the only person who is involved in the outcome. So the first mountains you want to move are the ones in your own life and body. As you see these move, you will gain confidence to move others.

Healing might be the first place in which you will see miracles from God. God will seem more real to you, and you will become more aware of His love when you see Him work on your behalf.

In 1996, I was diagnosed with stage 3, mixed cell, non-Hodgkins lymphoma. I refused all medical treatment and have not received any medical treatment since then for that. It was quite an experience, and I have written a book, called The Importance of Healing, that tells about it as well as just about everything else I have learned about healing from the Bible and life.

I am not trying to sell you a book here. I am trying to save your life. Or least give you an understanding of God and the Bible which is usually sadly missing today. I have started posting chapters from the book and will continue to do so.

You can get the book at amazon.com or other book sites on the internet.

I also have two other websites where I have posted my writings: poligion1.blogspot.com has my articles on politics, culture, and public life and LarrysBibleStudies.blogspot.com has my other articles on the Bible. And I have started to make videos on youtube.

If you want to contact me, email is best: lacraig1@sbcglobal.net

Thank you.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

3. The Crux of the Matter

3.         The Crux of the Matter

Numbers 13:27-28 And they told him, "We came to the land to which you sent us; it flows with milk and honey, and this is its fruit.  Yet the people who dwell in the land are strong, and the cities are fortified and very large; and besides, we saw the descendants of Anak there.

All God’s Promised Lands have giants.
-          Larry Craig

            Have you ever been really disappointed?  The key to being really disappointed is to have real high expectations.  I have a relative, who will remain anonymous, who believes: Expect the worse, and then you won’t be disappointed.  It is a fact that a lot of people are afraid to hope for things, because they are afraid of being disappointed.  And that is quite understandable. 
            If you don’t know the story from which our opening quote is from, you have no idea the amount of disappointment that these people experienced.  The Israelites had been slaves in  Egypt for 400 years.  God came to deliver them out of this bondage through the hand of Moses.  He told them that He would bring them to their own land, their inheritance, His gift to them, a land flowing with milk and honey.  When they finally come to this land, they send spies to search out the land and to bring back a report.  The land indeed flowed with milk and honey.  They brought back some of the fruit of the land to show them.  It was greater than they would have imagined, so great they had to bring some back as proof.  Otherwise no one would have believed them.
            But this land was also already inhabited.  Not only was it merely already inhabited, the people of this land made them feel like grassheppers by comparison.   Many of these inhabitants were descendants of a race of giants.  There were twelve spies who had been sent and ten of them reported to the people that they would not be able to take the land.  Not even a chance of it.  Two of the spies, Joshua and Caleb, believed that God would do what He said, if they would but believe and obey.  But the people could not believe that they could take the land.  They were so heartbroken that they wished they had died in the wilderness.   Suddenly their old life in Egypt looked good to them, and there was even serious talk of returning to Egypt.  It would have meant a return to a life of slavery, but they were in the wilderness with no place to go. 
            And because they were afraid, they never did enter that land.  That entire generation except for a very few peoplo died in the wilderness.  Then forty years later, the nation tried again.  This time they faced the challenge and went in and possessed the land.
            Can you imagine the shock and disappointment of these people?  God makes these great and wonderful promises to them, and then when the time comes when they are to be fulfilled, it looks as impossible as the first day they heard them.  Which is probably the whole point of it.   They were slaves to the mightiest nation on the earth at that time.  Moses appears and announces that they will soon be free.  Sure, Moses.  Like we are going to just walk out of here.  It took a liittle convincing, and the leaders were ready to accept that maybe this might actually be true.  Their hopes were soon dashed when Pharoah turned dowm Moses’ request for freedom and then increased the Israelites’ workload.
            But God did deliver them and in ways far greater than they would have imagined.  God brought down great plagues of judgment on the Egyptians, while showing the Israelites distinct favor by drawing a clear mark of separation between them and their masters when the plagues fell.  So the Israelites did indeed walk out of Egypt and started for their Promised Land. 
            But Egypt was not quite ready to let them go completely.  They sent their army after them and found them caught up against the Red Sea with nowhere to go for escape.  When the Israelites appreciated the extent of their danger, again God intervened miraculously and provided a way of escape by opening a path through the sea and then drowning the Egyptians in one final act of judgment on that nation.
            So they were faced with two impossible situations: walking out of their bondage and then escaping the wrath of the Egyptian army.  Yet now they found themselves in another impossible situation.  Now what do they do?    You can almost see a pattern developing here.  The first impossible situation they had nothing to lose.  Can this God deliver us?  Well, if He doesn’t, we are still slaves.  Nothing has changed.  But God did deliver them and with a mighty hand.
            In this second situation, again things look impossible.  Again, nothing that they can do.  Either God delivers them or He doesn’t.  If He does, great.  If He doesn’t, we die or return to slavery.  But there is no third option.  We just sit and watch what God will do.  And He does deliver them, and in a way that clearly demonstrates His power.
            Now we have another impossible situation, only this is a little different.  They are no longer passive observers of God.  Now they have to act, to do something.  If they don’t, God won’t.  If they try and God doesn’t help them, they are lost.  If they do nothing, they won’t lose anything in a sense that life will just go on the way it has.  But they will miss out on God’s best for them.  We could even say that they would be missing God’s will for their lives.  That doesn’t mean that God would no longer bless them or provide for them or protect them or cease to be their God, but clearly God wanted them to possess the land, and they did not enter because of their unbelief.[1]
            A few of them figured that if God delivered them from the Egyptians, He could and would deliver them from these Canaanites.  But unfortunately the rest of the Israelites looked at the immensity of their problem and saw it as impossible and gave up hope.
            When this happened, God was angry with them.  So angry in fact that He was ready to destroy them and make a new nation.  But Moses interceded for them and God spared them.  But God did not come down and clear the land of its inhabitants.  He did not take away their problem.  He expected them to face their problem with courage and faith.  When they ddin’t, whether they couldn’t or wouldn’t, He made them  wander for 40 years in the wilderness, until that entire generation died off.  Then He brought the next generation back to the Promised Land to try this whole thing again.  Joshua and Caleb, the two spies who believed that they could do it, because God would help them like He had in the past, also entered the land with that new generation.
            Question:  Did God want them to enter the land the first time or not?  Of  course, He did.  .  Otherwise, why would He have been so angry with them for not entering it?   I cannot believe that God was just being angry for effect.  He really expected that they should have done this thing.  I am not saying He was surprised by their response.  I can believe that with His intimate and complete knowledge of the hearts of the people, He would have known what they would have chosen.  But why was He angry with them?   He asked Moses, "How long will this people despise me? And how long will they not believe in me, in spite of all the signs which I have done in their midst?”[2]  
I have often heard it said in church that God is in control.  But what does that mean?  Does that mean that everything that happens is what God wants to happen?  Was His anger here only rhetorical?  Some have said that if God ordains the end, He will ordain the means.  So consequently if the desired end does not take place, it must not have been His will at this time, because He did not ordain the means. 
 I have often heard of faith for healing as a gift from God.  If a person does not have faith for healing, it must be because God did not will to give it to them.  Yet here was a case where God had brought His people to the land of His inheritance and they did not have the faith to receive it.  And God was angry with them for that response.  And that whole generation wandered for 40 years until they all died off. 
Was this what God intended for them?  Was this God’s mysterious will that we often hear about, where for reasons unknown to us, God doesn’t give us what we hoped for, because there is something better for us, but we never know what it is, either because we have died or we try to see some good in our wanderings?
Today we don’t have God’s visible presence or His audible voice to clearly indicate to us His will and His emotions.  We generally use circumstances or maybe a verse in the Bible to tell us what God wants for us at any particular time.  When  faced with something impossible, we might ask for God to remove the obstacle, but when that does not appear to be happening, we either retreat or try another course.  We believe that either we misunderstood what God wanted or that this was not His time. 
There is a small, subtle, but important factor here that I believe makes all the difference.  The Israelites came back to this place 40 years later to finally go in and conquer the land.  They did not wait there for God to remove the obstacles before they decided what God’s will was for them.  They did not think that God’s will was anything less than complete and full victory over their enemies.  They did not see this as something that was easy and without any effort or responsibility on their part.  It took great courage and great strength to resist the temptation to fear.  They did not look at the circumstances to see what God’s will was, but having God’s will clearly in their minds, they were to face their enemies, steadfastly holding to God’s promises and listening carefully to the voice and Word of God to do all that He wanted them to do. 
But back to the original question.  God wanted them to take possession of the land.  They didn’t do it the first time.  Was that God’s will for them?  No. 
Can we say, any of us, that we are doing all that we should to be good Christians?  That we are praying enough, giving thanks enough, worshipping enough?   If it is true that we could always do more than we are in terms of becoming all that God would want us to be, does it not follow then that there will always be more things that God wants to give us or do through us than what we will ever know in this life.  Joshua was a man who followed God and led the people into their Promised Land.  When he was old, God told him:  “There is still very much more land to be possessed.”[3] 
So while on the one hand, we may see our lives as being in the will of God, maybe in terms of who we marry or our career choice and the present location of that job, is it not also true that we all have had thoughts like, if only I could pray more, or spend more time reading His Word, or in worship, or meditation, or just being alone with God, then I would know God more and live a life that is more godly or more Spirit-filled or more fruitful.  On the one hand, we may feel like we are doing the best we can.  We don’t know how we can do anything differently or better.  Yet we still recognize that we are still far from what we know we should be. 
We can always be more loving, more patient, more kind.  But when it comes to faith, somehow many of us see this as a gift that God either gives to us or not.  If we don’t have it, then God must not have wanted us to have it.  But that simply isn’t true.  Just like we have to learn how to be more loving, and yes we need God’s help in doing that, and we have to learn how to be more patient and kind, faith is also something that we have to develop.  Faith grows.  It grows as we use it, as we act on what we believe and we soon learn to obey and then believe for larger and larger things. 
Here in this passage God was angry that His people were not able to believe in Him to deliver them from their enemies.  And as a result of their being unable, or unwilling  to believe in God, they did not enter the land that God had promised to them and that God wanted them to enter.  Nobody said that this would be easy, but that’s why we have the Bible: to show us again and again that this is the pattern.  We have these great and wonderful promises from God and then we find that there are all kinds of giants keeping us from receiving them.  And we pray that God removes them, and He doesn’t.  We can conclude that God doesn’t really mean for us to have these things, at least not yet.  Or we go ahead and face these giants and defeat them.  Far too often I think we see the giants and we ask God to remove them.  And when He doesn’t, we conclude that God must not have wanted them to be removed.  No, He wanted you to go face the giant like a conquering warrior.
When I began writing this book, I actually started writing three books.  I didn’t know which book would sell first.  One of the others was about how the history of the nation Israel is a parallel to the Christisn life today.  After all, we are told that all these things in the Old Testament were written as examples for us today.  So what would this story represent?.  The Promised Land couldn’t be a metaphor for heaven, because there were wars and giants there.  But what then?
It represents all the promises of God for us, the Spirit-filled, victorious life .  The life that God wants all of us to have, but unfortunately so few of us do.  And why?  Because the land is filled with giants, and we are afraid to believe God. 
That entire generation died in the wilderness, because they could not, would not, believe God.  Today we are a lot nicer than those who wrote the Bible.  If this or something like this were to happen today, we would say that God closed the door, that His timing was not right, that we would receive this land in heaven, that God has something better for us, that God had reasons that we will never know this side of heaven, that this wandering in the wilderness will bring us closer to God, that if we had gone in to the land, we would have taken God for granted and it is in the wilderness that we learn daily dependence on God, that our motives for wanting the land were not pure, that the land was just a picturesque, figurative, hyperbolic representation of the land that we should not have taken literally, that there is another, a better land, waiting for us somewhere else later in life, that if He gave it to us now, we would not grow as much in character, that it is not the land that is important, but trusting God in the barren places, that the land is physical and our blessings and the more important blessings are the spiritual ones.
Life can be scary at times.  Out of nowhere something can happen that can shake us to our roots.  It can be an illness, a loss of a job, a broken marriage, a lawsuit, or any of a number of things.  Life is not easy.  Some may have things easier than others for a while, but that may only make them ill-prepared for the junk when it comes.  And it will.  Hopefully when that times comes, you will have learned the will and plan of God for your life, and you will have seen His deliverance and care in the past.  Because that challenge to your life will make you question everything that you have come to believe about God..  It will try to deny you the very things that you have long believed God wants for you, whether a long life, a fruitful ministry or career, or a blessed family. 
You will pray that God will remove this problem. and nothing will happen..  At least nothing that you can see.  And you have to decide what you will do.  Believe that you were mistaken, that you didn’t really know what God wanted, or you persist in faith and go forward, confident that what God had promised, He will indeed do, that these promises are for this life and not some happier place later on. 
Did you notice?  Twelve spies were sent to spy out the land.  Ten of them did not believe that God would give them the land.  Do you suppose the odds are any better today?  If you and your church, or you and everybody you know had been there at Kedesh-Barrnes with those Israelites, how do you think you and they would have responded?  Would you have believed God to face the giants?  What about your friends?   Your church?  I believe this book can help you get ready for that time.  That time is coming.  I believe too many of us let it come to us unaware and unprepared.   Like Joshua and Caleb, when it comes, you may find  yourself alone in what you believe.  But don’t be surprised if that happens.  That’s why we have the Bible, to show us the patterns. 



[1] Hebrew 4:1-11
[2] Numbers 14:11
[3] Joshua 13:1

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